February 2011
I have a headache. I think I might go read a few chapters in the book I’m currently in the middle of so I won’t have to think of anything else. Hopefully it’ll make me tired so I can just go straight to sleep instead of tossing and turning.
I’ve tangled myself in this mess. Caught my limbs between the monster’s teeth, feeling it’s snarl up through my bones. I scrape my skin and bruise my heart trying to escape this whirlwind of problems. Of heavy hearts, lonely hearts. This is the restless battle of I vs I, my snarl and whimpers and moans. I have become my own monster, under my own floorboards, my own brain, and it...
cinequeen asked: hey, I just realized that we both have Transatlanticism and To Build a Home on our playlists.
here's to having the same awesome taste in music. (:
here's to having the same awesome taste in music. (:
shitthetruth asked: I was on your page for like a good 15 minutes, just listening to your playlist.
It's absolutely amazing & I've downloaded almost each one that I didn't already have :) <3
It's absolutely amazing & I've downloaded almost each one that I didn't already have :) <3
What doesn't kill you makes you wish it did.
caradoc-deactivated20110630 asked: Yeah, oops. I left out the word brave :P :)
caradoc-deactivated20110630 asked: You're a very person, and you shouldn't let anything get you down. :)
And the honest truth is that if you could read my...
If you knew the struggles I go throughout the day. If you knew how much strength is actually took to get out of bed in the morning. If you knew how fake my smile was when my head turns to you. If you knew that it’s hard to breathe sometimes. If you knew how many times I’ve asked myself, “Why?” If you knew how many times I’ve played scenarios in my head that will never...
I was a heavy heart to carry, my feet dragged...
I might not be attractive, but I have a heart. Not...
Sometimes I don’t feel anything. There just seems...
January 2011
Anonymous asked: should i tell him or just say its a secret admair?
Anonymous asked: well hey this is the same person that told u about the valentimes card i should give to my crush. I was thinking if i should give him one but that i should put is "hi" and "i like you" p.s. we go to two different schools
Pain makes it all real
I have a theory that maybe we all like the pain at some point. It makes us feel real. Makes us have a purpose to live because if we were happy all the time, how are we suppose to know what’s wrong and what’s right? How are we suppose to learn from the mistakes and grow? We wouldn’t know the true definition of happiness. Tears were meant to fall down our cheeks. It’s a sign...
I create snenarios in my head that would never...
Even though I haven't found you yet, I take...
Sometimes listening to soothing music tugs at my...
What the flying fuck!? Why do people own cell...
theyoungandinvincible asked: yeah so i think that your blog is just genius <3
It's like you're homesick from a place that...
Anonymous asked: I have this major crush on a guy i've known for 5 years,i REALLY like him a lot. I had this great idea that for valentines day i make him a poster size card and tell him how i feel. Is this a good idea?